so i'm a bad blogger.

I've put total neglect into this page in the last month. my back has been hurting again, it makes me very tired, and siting at the computer to work can be a problem. Justin has been not been at his best either, with us both sick in the bathroom this morning. I'm excited by change that is happening inside and out. spring is peeking in on us here in Georgia. Justin said he's going to give his garden another try this year, with last year being so poor i have high hopes for the new season. I've cut my hours back at the store, and should start helping Marla in the office work for lavenders blue very soon. I'm looking forward to helping our little family business going, Marla said to expect to gown fairly quickly this season, and hopefully Justin will be making enough working for lavender's that he can quit the restaurant . end post

i am in pain and nothing is working

OK so i know I'm out of shape, but this is ridiculous. J bought me "Carmen Electra aerobic striptease" yesterday the workout was fun and easy but still a good workout that had my whole body stretched. Well today I got my period and my cramps are unbelievable! I've tried a hot shower, the massage thing, a nap and now some Advil. I just hate that it's this hard to function. It just seems like every time I get my period everything that used to hurt starts hurting again, and I just can't seem to get past it . This is when I hate my body.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

sorry to be MIA lately a lot has happened in a week. i turned 24 on the 18Th . yippee although i doubt I'll be saying that next year when i turn 25 ha! I'm off till next Thursday ya! i baked some cookies this morning yum. i finished up Christina's and Christy's tins. but i still have work to due lots of classes to get planned. tomorrow we are doing the rest of our shopping then going to my moms. I'm so excited I'm looking forward to taking pics of gage opening his presents. i think he is gonna love the g.i. Joe uncle Justin picked out for him. and it will be fun to watch him find all the goody's i tucked away in his new back pack! really can't wait till Christmas when we go up to the farm. I'm hoping to get some good shots with my new camera. anyway I'm out of stuff to say. i have to get back to work. got a book i need to do quickly for a client. stupid people don't even call to tell me what they want me to do but then calls tonight wanting to now if i was done. ha! i mean i can be quick with it but i need to know what the heck you want me to do! anyway I'm gonna do my best to get it done tonight, tomorrow is Christmas eve. you know. I'm not completely heartless. but dang call me that same day and give me some direction.

accident update

OK so i have a rental car now. still no word on anything else. i only got the car because i called my insurance and cried because i had been having trouble getting a hold of the other guys insurance and i was gonna be stranded at work with no way to get home. so ashley(thank you jesus for progressive insurance. you guys are the best i will never change companys after this) called there manager and i had a car that night!

cocktail anyone

OK so being rear ended is the suck of the world. and yes it could have been worse and yes I'm thankful it was not. but it's still the suck of the world. anyway this happened on Monday(12/4) on my way home from walmart to make dinner. now I'm not one for pain in any form but I'm also not one to let it stop me from doing what needs to be done (most of the time) but i have to say WHIPLASH ROYALLY SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my back hurts, my arms hurt, my neck hurts, my stomach hurts. when i went to the ER they only gave me 800mg Motrin and something else that turned out to be extra strength asudomediphan (sp?) so i could function but was still in a lot of pain from the muscle spasms(they suck) so when i went to see doctor butcher yesterday he gave me muscle relaxers which make me way more comfortable and I'm able to do tasks around my home with minimal pain until i finally succumb to the sleep that they bring on.
anyway there is way more to tell but that's about all that i have the energy for today. I'll go on later.

a cup of tea

so its late and I'm catching up here and with my scrapping I've been working on my paper project today for the fancy pants DT submission. it's cute, it's for my sweetheart it was his chocolate box from last years valentines day. I'll start my layouts tomorrow. it should go fairly fast. i need to get my pictures from thanks giving developed i may have some cool stuff on there. i made a jello mold tonight,cherry. Justin fell asleep before he could have any. poor guy he's so exhausted form work, not to mention all the stuff we have going on at home. life is mostly good most of the time, but some times your down and though we are OK, still in love, still talking, and still growing stronger in our marriage. we are being tested and that is a strain. but i trust in the lord and my faith will make me stronger as our bond is tested. i know i love Justin and he loves me, what does not kill us makes us stronger,and the lord is great and will protect us and help us through what ever troubles we may face. but for now i will sit and drink my tea, ponder life, and continue my work. until next time. night.

Look what i got!!!!!!!!!

my honey bunny got it for me out of the claw machine: ) love that he still gets these for me. this one is an extra cool little rainbow bug thing with sparkle-y wings. i just love that little think .he made my day for a dollar!

Today was a Good day.

I had a Sold out class and i sold a whole but load of maya road and ki memories because of that tin i did for susie. i am just amazed by this. anyway thats about all for today i'm pretty tired so night!

p.s.

Justin fixed my flat iron! i love that man. he told me he was going to buy me a new one for Christmas and had done all the research for the best one. well he went to mess with mine to, well i don't really know but he knew i was real sad about it not working. anyway now it's working and I'm on cloud nine cause my hair is done this morning!

My flat iron broke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and I'm freaking out! i guess I'll have to save up for another. man this blows. i can't do my hair so I'm sporting a curly mop on to of my head! my hair cut is really made to me strait. gees! i really really wish my iron would just work! you would think that a $140 flat iron would work like forever not just 4years! i mean come on! dude what am i supposed to do now!OK that's it. thanks for listening. end-

and the world goes round..............

so as the day closes and i wait for my husband to return home from work, i sit and ponder what is going on in my life, where am i going, will i be successful in my endeavors, can i really promote my self with a blog and a dream. for now the answer is Yes! i will push on and keep my spirits high. in an industry that even the best make very little, i have to think there is room for me. i am inspired and i can only hope that my actions will do the same for others.
my husband is a sceptic, but he keeps his faith in me. my water colored dreams will not fade with my tears. i will push on and hope for the best. and for all of you that happen to stumble upon i hope even if you don't like my work you will respect my ambition.